We are Home

Almost four years of our marriage, and the more we get together, the more I realize that making me happy is the most of your way to be happy. Because for you, seeing me smiling happily is such a bliss. While people keep asking how many kids we already have, and we keep asking them to pray for us so Allah will let us become parents, none of our days are spent to protest the situation. Because we believe, in Allah’s view, for now on, being only the two of us is even much more complete than what people see from outside of our windows :)

Kinds of waves on the sea of our ship come and go. They don’t make us fall. They make us holding hands so we get closer. And our bonds even get stronger.

Daily I rarely utter the three words which couple normally use to express their affection. While you do every day. I know you know I also feel the way you do even without saying it. That’s why we survive, no? :D

We feel so happy, and we always choose to be happy. Happiness is homemade, and we are ‘home’ for each other :)

Dosen KTP

Alhamdulillah I have done the CPNS test and got the result soon after accomplishing. It was a very transparent and fair test, I think. I do not see any possibilities for people to cheat through the CAT *Computer Assisted Test* system which is applied this year.Unless, there are things happening behind my back in the bureaucracy of our government hahaha..

By the way, what was the result? Does my mother finally reach her dream? The result is........


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Learning to be humble

This week is a tremendous week. I've met a lot of inspiring people, experts in their field, very smart, and one thing which makes them even much smarter is their humility. I learn a lot from them, and must learn the part of being humble.

No underestimate.

No superior feeling.

That's what they showed me. Till I come into a conclusion, when we do really learn, everywhere learning, we will reflect what Imam Syafi'i has said: "The more I learn, the more I realize that I am actually ignorant". That's why, no chance to feel we're high, because we're busy learning. 

Yes, because this life is an ongoing process of learning.