..karena cinta kuat seperti maut, kegairahan gigih seperti orang mati, nyalanya adalah nyala api. Air yang banyak tak dapat memadamkan cinta, sungai-sungai tak dapat menghanyutkannya..
Am I supposed to go out?
Or I must go out?
Or I have to go out?
But I’m willing to stay… I am serious asking… seriously, need a serious answer.
Eventhough can’t be one, but I do want to be the one.
The one can feel the LOVE, to stay tune on the LOVE.
But I absolutely know, far away, deeply inside this heart, maybe I never care that whatever the answer will be, I’ll stay myself to tune on the LOVE, although he doesn’t allow me to do.
My eyes seem saying that I am passionate. I need truly deeply love.
no love, no je te’ ame.
I used to cry, I used to be sad, for something that I was not supposed to.
*I was stupid—and am!*
But whole the words have cured me well.
Is it gonna be hurt? Or I’m gonna make it hurt, for me myself?
Am I that stupid to hurt myself? Answer by yourself!
Saya kangen dengan perasaan tersebut. Saya merindukan pemicu munculnya rasa “je t’aime” yang beberapa ratus ribu detik lalu sempat membuat saya seakan sedang ditiupkan angin segar.
Sungguh, cukup seorang saja untuk membuat saya tidak merasa sedang menyakiti diri sendiri.
Cukup satu, asalkan bisa memberikan perasaan nyaman yang seimbang untuk saling berbagi.
Belum saya temukan, sampai dengan hari ini.
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